recently

holiday mood since coming back from long holiday....
is it the economic crisis make me no mood to work ? i don't have the motivation to make me love this job...i use to love this job very much, even though met a lot of fucking matter yet i still love this job....but now,just hope to knock off faster everyday,looking forward for 5.30pm...walaoe..this kind of life is damn not meaningful....I'm wasting my time, my youth....haiz...how can i having all this negative thinking?? what's wrong with me..... i thought I'm enjoying my undergraduate life,i thought I'm capable as i afford myself to complete my studies......yet, I'm not as great as my thinking, i did not enjoy my undergraduate life and still following my Pre-U life,lazy,stare blankly in class, and in the end i doesn't learn anything from the class....what I'm need actually ??? i myself also dunno...it's quite not responsible to answer like this...i dunno how to describe my current feeling...just felt that all things are not meaningful....Fenny Chee,please wake up....this Fenny is not the one i know...i know u can do it even though the way is hard to go on,i know you can get over d....gambateh....hope that all good things come to me....

pass 2 weeks

the holiday is come to an end...much enjoy in my holiday....
23-Dec-2008
1st day of my holiday,went to Spore Flyer with my dear fei,lulu and 7.It was a lucky day to us as the flyer was down after we get off from it, or else i will say hello to all on channel 8 lah..wahaha...credit to 7..she is the one who need to back home earlier or else we also will be included in the victim list who were trapped in the flyer about 7 hours.... 28-Dec-2008
finally, i'm decided to learn driving liao...UTM is the motivation for me to get a driving license....it's really troublesome to take public transport to there...
31-Dec-2008
went to UTM to get my matric card...walaoe...spend around 2 hours in UTM...went to HEP,went to matric card office,went to main gate guard house to report,went to financial unit,went to student record office and the answer i get is"aiyo, u should go to spaceUTM lah,part time student should go there...here only have full time student's record lah" /// at last, i still didnt get my matric card...
3-Jan-2009
1st day of my university life...super blur d me can't found the lecture room..credit to fei,luckily she knows how to go there....she always take good care of me , worry me this and that...haha...i think all bcoz of my sotong behaviour.......did enjoy my 1st lesson in U very much, i love this lecturer very much lah, we are supposed to end our class at 10pm, but she let us off at 6pm..wahaha..4 hours earlier.... 5-Jan-2009
back to reality....job mountain is waiting for me.....tiring day