tired

under stress this week...
job mountain can't finish..
can't cope my studies..
exam is around the corner,
yet to finish my revision..
still blur blur blur...
either financial management or technology management or organizational behavior...
all blur...
can't finish assignment...
how come bad things doesnt come to an end..
i'm tired to facing all this...
i'm tired,tired,tired....
really tired.....
rest needed......
luck needed.....

p/s : Thanks QF bring us to Pulau Ubin...did really relax today..thanks
will upload Ubin photo then...

sorry

i'm really get shock when heard ur proposed...sorry , i get the person i like le....i think i love him and much more than u....u said u will let me just love u alone..sorry..it's impossible...eventhough i know he didnt love me....eventhough i know we got no future....

对不起 刚才我 是不是听错

还是我 想太多 想到了昏头

天气 不错 开了窗 吹走脸红

进一步 退一步 都害怕打破

更不想 在原地 永远作朋友

给你 线索 也给我 勇敢借口

下定决心 沉默就让沉默

为我们追究你和我

这一刻 无声的 耳语交流

却突然震耳欲聋

一字一句 一瞬间 走了火

一天一点 一转眼 入了魔

忘了我从什么时候 忘了你为什么能够让我

一步一步 走火入魔 和我

一直猜 一直想 一直的揣摩

一直到 你变成 甜蜜的心痛

如果 可以 把如果 变成结果

下定决心 执着就让执著 为我们突破

我和你 的小说 这时候 出现烟火

让情节充满感动

BAD day

thought today is a happy day...
as sing k with shiny..
enjoy shopping at tebrau city..
when reach JB Kastam ...
i found my beg was open....
and my dear sony ericson W960 is lost...
shit ...
i bought it with a super expensive price....
i bought it when sg just launch this phone...
i've been treasure it for whole year..
i'm damn love this phone ....
i wish who stole my hp die of car accident , walking step on banana skin or eat chicken choke by chicken bones...whatever bad things will go to him..better die asap...i dun wish my hp get use or sold by him......or 960, can u please spoil now?
frustrated and moody now ....
i miss u , my dear W960.....

moody

feeling moody recently...
thought i've been let it go...
beside that,facing lots of fucking and unhappy matters...
i'm really tired with my jobs....
face to those people i dun like...
face to those issues which i settle with hard sledding...
i've never felt that i'm useless like this before.....
i'm tired to facing all this....
how come my life is torture me?
i use to blogging to share my happy moments...
when i refer to my old posts....
i was smilling , i feel so sweet....
but recently blogging to spit out all the sadness and frustrated....
then i realise that, my happy blogging comes from my dear crazy gang....
the life lack of yours participate is damn unhappy...
although i'm still laughing everyday...
i know that i'm not happy actually .....
my life is use to be so simple , happy ....
when good things will come to me ?
hope that all these bad will come to an end...
ASAP !!!!!!
p/s : i do miss my crazy gang crazily .....

不能说的秘密之公开；结束

终于，我选择了退出...
终于放下了这半年来的包袱...
选择退出，心难免会痛..
只是心里明白我在你心里永远不及她来得重要....
我们没有牵过手，走在街上
所有的假日，我们都不能一起过
我们没有合照
我们没有光明正大的介绍对方给朋友认识
我们就是这么的偷偷摸摸
累了，所以放弃
还有好长的以后
还有美好的未来
祝福你 my dearest


I guess I should've known better
To believe I'm a lucky chain
I left my heart out forever
Finally learn each others names
I tell myself this time It's different
No goodbyes cuz I can't bear to say it
I'll never survive The one that's coming
If I stay, oh no
Just walk away And don't look back
Cause if my heart breaks it's gonna hurt so bad
You know I'm strong but I can't take that
Before it's too late
just walk away
I really wish I could blame you
But I know that it's no one's fault
A Cinderella with no shoes and a prince that doesn't know he's lost
This heaviness feels so familiar
Each goodbye with just the same old song
But this time I will not surrender
Cause I'm gone


你就直接回头吧 她在等着你
不要怕我会哭泣 早就在心底想
想你说过的话 其实我们不虚假
那就好吧 其实你对我不差
别对我食之无味 弃之可惜
虽然你还有感觉 但不是爱情
想想你说过的话 其实我们不虚假
那就好了吧 这些够了呀
我们的爱情是秘密 不能成立
就算我爱你也不能够说明
她在你身边逗你开心
我只不过让你歇斯底里
你就让我跟着你一起秘密
我们的事情 说好不提起
让我们 都能够清晰
你和她 是不变的 定律

CNY 2009

i don't like CNY actually....it's quite boring holidays to me...


i felt that since few years ago...

"Ang Pao" means nothing to me, thus CNY is just a normal day to me....

2008 CNY,did a sign on package ...

it's a different experience, and i did enjoy very much..

with my dearest suzanne,shervin,chong kit...

thanks chong kit coz willing to let us bully...wahaha...

due to economic crisis,no more sign on package for this year,

yet i still need to work as i got not much annual leave after year end shut down and i got to save my leave for mid year travel purpose...wahaha..

start working on 3rd day of CNY,enjoy no government life...haha

who said it's quite pity if need to work during CNY,

tell you,i'm not pity at all,yet i'm very happy and enjoying...
6th day of CNY,no holiday in UTM...

went to Shogun Japanese Buffet Restaurant after class,with wing,fei and han..

quite dissapointed for their service and foods today...
wanna write a feedback d..but forget when the boss give us extra 10% discount...wahaha

realistic indeed man...

7th day of CNY,watch movie with fei at CS,大喜事by Fann Wong and Christoper Lee....erm..not a nice movie,dunno what this movie wanna express...quite dissapointed...8th & 9th day of CNY,shopping with 7....bought 3 pairs high heels shoes at Charles & Keith...wow....almost crazy...crazy sales having there..10th day of CNY,watch Bride&Wars at vivo....i'm in the cinema 15mins in advance the movie showing...while i was waiting for the movie and enjoy eating my popcorn, a pair of couple keep looking at me and seems like i'm sitting their seat...i'm sure that i'm sitting at the correct seat,and i saw their ticket are hall 6,then i told them:this is hall 5 leh!!they are embrassing and just leave the hall...several minutes then , they coming back and told me:sorry miss,this is hall 6.... @&%#@ walaoe....i was so so so embrassed....

just note that i haven publish this post..thats all for my CNY2009..

Happy Chinese New Year..is it belated one?

属于

我坚持的 都值得坚持吗

我所相信的 就是真的吗

如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗而

如果都算了 不要呢或许吧 或许我永远都不会遇见他

或许吧 或许我太天真了吧

属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定

属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信

属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记

属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力

属于风的 那就去飞翔吧

属于海洋的 那就汹涌的

属于我们的爱 该来的 就来吧

为什么 不敢呢 不要呢

是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他

是他吧 他原来就在这里啊