moody

feeling moody recently...
thought i've been let it go...
beside that,facing lots of fucking and unhappy matters...
i'm really tired with my jobs....
face to those people i dun like...
face to those issues which i settle with hard sledding...
i've never felt that i'm useless like this before.....
i'm tired to facing all this....
how come my life is torture me?
i use to blogging to share my happy moments...
when i refer to my old posts....
i was smilling , i feel so sweet....
but recently blogging to spit out all the sadness and frustrated....
then i realise that, my happy blogging comes from my dear crazy gang....
the life lack of yours participate is damn unhappy...
although i'm still laughing everyday...
i know that i'm not happy actually .....
my life is use to be so simple , happy ....
when good things will come to me ?
hope that all these bad will come to an end...
ASAP !!!!!!
p/s : i do miss my crazy gang crazily .....